Well it's January, new year, new decade. Lots of people complaining about 2009, and I don't blame a lot of them really, but it didn't suck that much for me. Got a decent haul this year for Christmas, including a wacom tablet. Like... whoa.
Just gotta learn how to use it gewd now.

New Year's Eve was pretty fun, I didn't get deathly ill this time too. Played a lot of BlazBlue with some friends, won most matches except at the beginning since my hands were frozen. Also I'll never play as Jin again. getting Roflpwned by Justin's newb tactics when I could have just gone as Ragna and destroyed him is really a blow to the ego. And he attacks my ego enough as it is.

Guess I should like... draw something.

Nemesis is such an asshole.

Nemesis: HAY JILL MIND IF I STAND RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU SO YOU CAN'T MOVE K COOL *STAB*

And that happened about 15 times before I finally beat him.
Now I get to play as Carlos (is that his name? I forgot already) and I already got owned by a Hunter. Those things weren't nearly as much of a threat in the REmake. Or maybe they were but I was too busy SHOOTING THEM instead of accidentally dodging.
Dodging... Only in Smash Bros has it gotten me killed more. Alex and dodging do not mix well.

Also I never use this thing. I never have anything to talk about and no one cares anyway right? Right. Here's a lolcat.

After my deathspree with Nemesis, this seems fitting.

... I'd say the ones I'm least likely to commit would be pride and greed.

I got a rock.

Click here to level up my card!

I did one too.

 a) List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself
b) Tag five people to do the same
c) Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

1. I hate when people stand in my way while I'm walking, like with all their friends so they completely block off all possible ways around. Also when they walk in a line, doing the same thing so you can't get around, but going so slowly that they might as well be standing still.

2. I avoid work whenever possible... which I'm still trying to stop.

3. I almost always lie down at my computer, since it's right next to my bed.

4. I'm actually incredibly shallow. Not the best of qualities, but I won't try and hide it. I'm probably not the best looking guy in the world, but I'm not Assface McUglybutt. Main quality I look for is a cute/pretty face, 'cause if I can't stand to look you in the eye, it probably won't work out.

5. I wish I had Soul Edge so I could go on random murdering sprees. People piss me off that much.

6. I also wish I had the ability to stop time. What for, that's up to your imagination.

7. I think I may be bipolar. I can go from extremely happy, when I'm with my friends, and then I'll instantly go to insanely low points of depression, just by some little thing going through my mind, or something reminding me of bad times. I can also get really angry easily, but I've been a lot better about that since I lived in Stonewall. 

Extra one because I felt like it - my friends and I like to quote random things, from video games or the internet. The latest one is Ike's "I fight for my friends," as in it makes or breaks a person's ability to do something. 
"Aw man, I fucked up on that round."
"Because you don't fight for your friends."
Among other more ambiguous uses.

"Normally I do say, 'I don't care who does it,' but uh...if you read this far, you should do it. >:U" - Ame

I've been playing WoW again recently, with my aforementioned rl friends. I finally got past level 20!

Too true.

What pisses you off? - Created by ptocheia

 

I actually saw one today. Three, just sitting there in HMV. I didn't have enough money for it.

And if I go back there with Mom, all three will be gone, most likely in the possession of old people.


Fuck.

Edit: Yeah, they're gone. God fucking dammit.

I don't have a code. I don't have a Wii.

It's a shame I love the game so much.

Is it just me, or is Soul Calibur III's "Extremely Hard" mode not as hard as Soul Calibur II's?

Rules:
1) Access Wikipedia.
2) Click Random Article. The Title Of This Article Is The Name Of Your Band.
3) Click Random Article Again. This Is Your Album Name.
4) Click Random Article Twelve More Times. These Articles Are The CD's Tracks.

Band Name:William G. Bonelli
Album Name: Live! Tonight! Sold Out!!

Track list:
1. Internet protocol
2. WTCM
3. 1953 Chicago Cubs season
4. Curt Hennig
5. Brown-headed Apalis
6. Radial sulcus
7. Wu Lihong
8. Dance Hall Racket
9. Tlaconete
10. Elizabeth Ellis
11. Ripton, Vermont
12. Orme

A number of things:

1. I normally hate doing these things, but I saw Vikkii and Kirb did it and I liked my result.
2. I haven't posted for a while, so I have an excuse.
3. I'm just using the Metal Sonic icon because I'm bored of having the default one up all the time. Someone should pick my icons for me, I swear.
4. Trying to distract myself so my thoughts aren't able to wander and make me depressed for no reason.

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

Another test thing that seems pretty accurate. Except for the Very Sexy part.
It's Very Incredibly Wonderfully Splendiferously Sexy. /killself  |D

Also, I need to get back into the habit of drawing. I'm going to fail Art at this rate.

Comment, and I will comment back with a picture of the fictional character that most reminds me of you. Then post the same in your journal.

 Sonic in Brawl? Awesome.

Reminds me of what I liked about him.

It was freezing in my room all day today. I had to keep my feet under my blankets. It was actually quite comfortable.
I felt it would be easy trying to go to sleep, since I could stay under the blankets while trying to keep warm.

As soon as I try to sleep? The heat turns on. I didn't notice right away, and the temperature just kept rising steadily.
I swear someone turned it up intentionally.

That was pretty cool. I got an e-mail about Greed. And it was mostly positive.

 

No idea why, but I haven't been online for a while. I'M BACK THOUGH. If that counts for anything.

Back to work (that I have not been neglecting at all shut up.)

Ignore previous post.

So, this whole Amber has a license / Amber has a cellphone / Amber has a job thing is driving me crazy. I'm getting so upset about it that I'm crying off and on. Nobody understands why I feel this way, and apparently I don't either. Since everyone else is encouraging all this too, it makes it even harder, and makes me look like the bad guy.

I'm always the bad guy.
I'm always wrong.

And I get no sympathy.

No one cares.

My mom asked me to write a list of stuff I'd like her to buy, food-wise. So I wrote down some stuff, and also said to her that we're out of Pepsi. I pretty much only drink Pepsi or Coke now. She's always got at least TWO cases of what she likes to drink downstairs, while I'm always asking for one.

Now I can't find the list, there's nothing of what I wrote on it in the house, and I'm fucking starving.

I'd start eating a bunch of stuff in the fridge, but I don't like cooking when there's strangers in the house. My grandma has to have these nurse-type people come by every single weekday, and I'm so annoyed with all of them.
Living on my own right now sounds really nice, but I don't want to get a job, and I have no idea how to get one in the first place. There's also the fact I need a driver's license, and don't know how or where to get THAT either.

I don't think I've eaten for more than 24 hours already. This is rediculous.

So... I just finished watching Death Note.
And now I feel sad...

... Why do I like feeding this feeling? I'm strange...

I got invited out to go somewhere and nothing happened, again. My friend Cassie called me at around 8pm, and asks me if I want to see the new Harry Potter movie, because her friends all went to the drive-in, and she wanted to see it in the theatre. I said yeah, even though I hadn't read the book. I got some money together and waited for her to call back.

So, Cassie tells me to get on the bus at 9:30, and I left at 9:10. I get to the bus stop just as a bus is pulling up, and I get on it, but she's not there. So, I rode it down to the mall and got off, thinking she would be on the next bus, and waited. Like, five busses passed and she wasn't on any of them. So I thought that maybe I got on a later bus, and maybe she's waiting at the theatre. So, I walked all the way across the mall parking lots to the theatre, and I poke my head in and see a huge crowd. No way I'm going through that mass of people, so I decided I'd call her house to see if there was a mixup. The thing is, I forgot her phone number. So, I decided to call Jackie at home and ask what the number is.
I look around, and there are no payphones in sight. Not a one. The last one I saw was back at the parking lot, but I was sure there would be another one before that. So I walked and searched, and it turned out that there were none between the theatre and the other street. So I called, and I realized that these ones, for some reason, cost two quarters instead of one, and that was supposed to be my bus fare back home. So I called Jackie and explained everything, so she agreed to call them, and ask what was going on. I waited to see if she was going to be on one of the busses again, but she wasn't.
I called Jackie back, a total of $1.00 spent on calls now, and she said that Cassie actually phoned there and told her she was IN the theatre, in the back. That's when I realized that there WERE indeed payphones inside the theatre, and I felt stupid. So, I walked all the way back again, and looked to the payphones in the back. She wasn't there. I looked around for about 20 minutes, searching through the crowds, sitting in one spot where I was visible, and I didn't see her. Eventually I phoned Jackie again, $1.50 spent, pretty much all my fare, and told her I couldn't find her. She said that it was 10:55 and that she probably left. So, I left too, and with the money I was supposed to spend on watching the movie, I got some A&W to produce some change.
After I ate, some native guy on a bicycle asked me if I had weed for sale. I said "No, sorry," to which he replied "Oh... thanks anyway." I waited in the bus "shelter," and I put shelter in quotes because it wasn't much shelter from the mosquitos, since there were a bunch in there already. I was so busy fending them off I almost didn't notice the bus was there. I ran to it and sat down close to the front. Some young couple was beside me and I don't know if they were drunk, or just weird, but the girl was really annoying me, the way she was telling the guy what to do. So I moved to the back when the driver stopped so he could get some coffee. The bus drivers at that time of night always do that.
Then when I came home, I told Jackie about everything and just watched some TV to calm my nerves.

This is the first time I've actually been AT the proposed meeting place and not have the inviter show up. It makes me want to never go out again.

Nobody ever wants to hang out with me. I've beaten pretty much every game I own, and going around collecting everything is so tedious and often boring. And I can never figure out what to do with this damn journal! ARGH.

And now I need to get my hours switched back around to normal BECAUSE I STAYED UP ALL NIGHT LIKE AN IDIOT AGAIN.
What the fuck am I gonna do with all my leftover money? I hate having money! It feels like I need to spend it, otherwise it's wasted! 

I'm sick of not being able to swear as frequently as I feel I want to. I'm sick of having nothing to do! I'm sick of going online and having nobody to talk to, because I can't think of anything to say, or vice versa!! WHY THE HELL AM I RANTING WHEN I SAID I DIDN'T WANT TO!?
Oh yeah, 'cause I have nothing else to do. HAH. I hate me.

I also hate bumping my arm against my desk. IT HURTS.

Why is there never anything readily available to eat in this damn house? Why can't I draw and have it turn out how I want? When will I be able to draw multiple characters and a background? I hate my art. I'm just starting to hate everything. I hate that I can't have what I want, because everyone else's wants come before mine. NOT THAT I WANT ANYTHING!! HAHAA, I'm an idiot. Of course I never have what I want, because I don't want anything besides one or two things that can't be done.

I hate it when I do that.

Maybe I need more people to talk to... NO. More things to talk about. That's what I need. I also need to get out more. And stop staying up all night for FUCK SAKES. GOD I'm an idiot.

Coke Zero tastes horrible. And I have 19 empty cans of Coke and Pepsi on my desk I need to get rid of. Oh! And a ramen bowl. Mm... I could go for some of that right now. If you haven't noticed by now, this is just pointless rambling.

I wonder if I need more video games to play. Or, maybe I just need some people to play with. I hate getting stood up though. HATE IT. It's happened so many times! Gah!! HATE IT SO MUCH.
WHY AM I SO FILLED WITH HATE!?
I HATE THAT TOO.

887130 points after a no-save run through of Sonic 3 & Knuckles. Man I love that game. Don't ask me why I remember the final score, I just do. Not a single Game Over, and all the Chaos/Super Emeralds. As Sonic, of course. I wish my mom got me a Sega Genesis when I wanted one. It feels so much better when you play it on the original console. I heart my Gamecube though.
Speaking of Gamecube games, I just beat Super Mario Sunshine yesterday. I have to say I am pleased overall with the game. I only need to get a bunch of blue coins to get the rest of the Shine Sprites. Boring, tedious, AND frustrating! Kinda like getting all the ultimate armours/weapons in FFXII, which I just beat a little while ago, and getting all the Pokémon in Pearl, which I beat last journal entry. I consider defeating the Elite Four in any Pokémon game "beating" it.

Hate and boredom. That's essentially what I am right now. An entity of hate and boredom. I love comedy though. It takes my mind off of all the crap I hate for a little while. A couple shows I really like are the Daily Show and the Colbert Report. Just for Laughs is okay most of the time, and Whose Line is it Anyway? is great. Ryan Stiles is fucking hilarious. Oh yeah, and Family Guy and The Simpsons. Oh, can't forget Futurama, either.
Speaking of, John DeMaggio is the voice of Bender, Dr. Drakken from Kim Possible when my sister used to watch that, and Gilgamesh in FFXII. He's got quite an interesting voice personality. I have yet to fight him in FFXII because you have to steal the... uh... the... GENJI! That's it. The Genji armor from him, and if you beat him without stealing it, then you lose it forever. And I don't wanna lose the best armor in the game. Dat's bad.
Bowser has a shitty voice in Mario Sunshine, but he's fucking HUGE in that last battle, which actually makes him kind of intimidating.
Actually, Bowser Jr. had a shitty voice too.
I wanna play Mario Galaxy. Or Galaxies. Whatever, I'm too lazy to go and look.
I also want a Wii. OH HOW I WANT A WII. PLEASE, DEITIES OF THE COSMOS, DELIVER UNTO ME A NINTENDO WII AND ANY PERIPHERALS FOR ALL MY YEARS OF GOODLINESS!
I HAVE SO been good. Worst I've ever done was killed a mouse, and because I'm such a wimp I cried and told my mom. I figure I've been forgiven. I hope.
I just need more money... maybe Mom can lend like, $100 or so.

So I sent my friend Jade a message on PlayOnline, because she's never on MSN, or she still has me and everyone else blocked. She invited me out shopping because she got a check for 40 bucks for some volunteer thing she did. So she called me and said we'd either go the next day, or Saturday, which didn't matter since the next day was Saturday anyway. So I had a shower and put on fresh clean clothes, AAAND... she didn't call. So I was literally all dressed up with nowhere to go. MAN I FUCKING HATE THAT.
So I sent her a message, being polite, if she still wants to hang out or whatever. BUT FUCK AM I PISSED ABOUT THAT. But I'll never say, because I'M A FUCKING AIRTIGHT BOTTLE THAT DOESN'T LET ANYTHING OUT!
Except right now I guess. This is giving me something to do, so I guess I'm not bored.

That update thing popping up telling me to restart my computer is really pissing me off.

... Eh, I'm bored again.

League Champion!

I think my game was so easy because I got the Pokérus, making my Pokémon seem like ten levels stronger than they would normally be.

CAILEN. IF YOU'RE READING THIS, IM ME.

Edit: I need a sixth Pokémon. :D

God dammit, I can't sleep again. Wtf.
This insomnia is keeping me up at night! ( duh )

Maybe I'll draw something. I have to get up in four hours, so it's not like sleep would be a good idea at this juncture.

I hate ranting.

I hate dumping my problems on anyone else. It fills me with a feeling of guilt that I may have ruined somebody's perfectly good day, or worse, made their bad day even worse. Not to mention there's the feeling of futility; no one really cares, no one wants to know.
Ranting/venting is not how I let out my feelings. I don't think I even do, most of the time. When I bottle things up, they're released slowly while I sleep. By the time I wake up, I feel better; it's a fresh start. However, when something reminds me of that bad feeling, it comes back, and in greater strength.

So I'm going to sleep. I'm going to hide that feeling away where I'll forget it, and try to remember the good feelings. Tomorrow's a new day; a fresh start. There's no reason to get upset over what hasn't happened, and what has happened can be forgiven, and forgotten.

I will talk about my Pokémon. This would be where anyone who was possibly reading will get bored and walk away.
I'm really enjoying Pearl, quite the opposite or what I was expecting. I chose Piplup as my starter. He's so cute! He evolved into a Prinplup, but I love him all the same.
My second Pokémon was a female Shinx I found a little outside of the second town. She's also really cute, and also evolved. She's still pretty cute, although more ferocious looking than she was before. She's my strongest Pokémon currently.
I've also got a Kricketune, a Machop, Geodude, and a Psyduck on my team. I haven't used poor Psyduck at all yet.
Today I got my second gym badge, with all the credit going to Kricketune. He owned every trainer and Pokémon in the gym.

*gets distracted*

... Oh right.
I need to draw something.

Oh well. Goodnight. I'll try and be more pleasant tomorrow.

My friend code is: 3737 6162 9167

Pichu icon'd for great justice.

Next time... I won't let go of you...

Man, I have a feeling this week will be short... but, Spring Break. Woo. I wish it was Amber's Spring Break too...

I hate having to bail on Cassie, but... I just really want to be with Amber more...
Sure, it's fun hanging out with her, but... ah I'm just repeating myself now.

Bedtime now.
Amber and Zak, comment with what you want your pictures to be of, even if you may have already told me.
Dani, comment with what you want me to draw for the art trade.
Do you even want to do our trade, Zak?
Cailen, I haven't drawn the last bit of your pic yet. I'll do that soon. As you can see, I'll have a ton of free time.

I miss her already... I love you, Amber...

Not cut because I'm EVIL.

If you have more than eighteen, you're dumb.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush. (I was poked in the eye by a branch and almost lost it too!)
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You have tried to lick your elbow. (Yeah, I tried. Not right now, but I have tried.)
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen. (I don't anymore though!)
[x] You have choked on your own spit. (I hate it when that happens)
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You've fallen asleep in class. (These two usually coincide with each other)
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[ ] You just laughed.
[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about.
[ ] People are often shaking their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice". (My voice is usually the inside version of YOUR inside voice)
[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math. (I use a calculator :D)
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand. (TV remote. I don't know how I forgot it was in my hand)
[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you.
[ ] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.
[ ] The word "umm" is used many times a day.

16! And I'm actually one of the smarter people in my school.
Then again, how freaking BIASED is this thing? I mean, jeez.

Man, those tests are all the same. I don't agree with a lot of the answers I received, nor do I particularly like the questions.

I want my 30 minutes of my life back.

I don't agree that I'm extroverted... but maybe I've changed a bit over time.

I wake up around 11, 'cause Jackie jumped on my bed. Whatever, she came to get her Harvest Moon DS manual she left in my room. Then she turns on the Gamecube. Great, now I can't use my Tv. 

So after a couple hours of complaining about my hunger and watching Jackie play, I get this GREAT idea on how I can get my missing FFXI expansion for free. Or at least semi-free. My plan is, I install Jackie's version of it on my computer, and just use my account. Simple. So I install it. And update it. Jackie went to her boyfriend's house and asked me to install it on her laptop when I get finished. It's about halfway done downloading the files to update Final Fantasy, when I think "Hey, it doesn't need the disc to download," so I take it out and put it in my PS2, to see if I can extract the expansion from it. I start up PlayOnline and... it automatically logs me in. SHIT. I look at the computer. "The PlayOnline account was used to log in from a different terminal. Update failed." 6 hours of downloading WASTED. Okay... I'll just try what I was going to do anyways. I log out of PlayOnline and go to the log in screen, and... it didn't work. You need the PS2 version. Seems pretty obvious, but I was hoping there wouldn't be a difference.

I go on AIM. And... only Cailen's there.

Whole day. Wasted.
I feel so stupid.